Emptiness

There’s no doubt about the heart of human beings. How gullible it is!
Sometimes it can be so hard, so late to forgive, so difficult to accept… But at the same time it can hold an illusion so easily, it can be fooled by anything that it needs to listen to…
People have a lot of beliefs: all kinds of gods, the power of the stars, the power of the mind, other people who can read their destiny, stones… that’s true! They believe in stones!
And there are some who just believe in love, love only like a romantic bond. If they are not in love, they are not living, they don’t have a reason for that. It is so dangerous to put your whole life in a lover’s hands, because the lover is also a human being, a person who can be deceived and even accidentally break your heart sometimes…
They need desperately something to believe in, a hope for their lives, their superficial lives…
It is getting more common each day to commit suicide, people don’t hesitate in putting an end to their lives because of problems they are facing and they think there’s no way out, no possibility to fix things up again…
I can’t help feeling sorry for these people. What is happening to them? What is happening to us? I wonder why and I can just consider one possibility: emptiness…
I hope not to get so empty... Actually I am afraid of losing my sense and my faith. I don’t want to get to this point. And that’s why I decide to believe in God.
God. Some may say He doesn’t exist, that it is impossible to consider such a powerful creature who has created everything in the world, specially us, the complex human beings. For them it is easier to believe in evolution. The theory which says that we are just a consequence of time and explosions. Hey, honestly, which is more unbelievable?
Is that so difficult to accept Him? What kind of harm can a prayer cause to anyone? It’s not bad to imagine that you have a friend who can read your thoughts and help you to solve problems, to sleep better, to live…
“God, please, help me to be a good person. Don’t let my poor heart be deceived by any illusion. Don’t let me hurt people, but help them. And help me to live my life in the best way, not to regret things that I should have done when there is no time anymore. Give me health, strength and love. That’s what I ask you. Amen.”